I want that guy that is attracted to the darkness. But isn’t the darkness. Someone with a past that wasn’t all “Oh hello birds, hello butterfly’s”. Someone with some depth. Someone that kisses me like they’re drowning and I am oxygen. A love that is so intoxicating that I’m suffocating in it. Short and intense with a bittersweet end. A heart wrenching throat crushing end. You look back on it as the single love of your life. But you know that it would have never worked out. Too much love can destroy you. Strange that, isn’t it? But it would rip us apart. In a kind of perfect fatal ending.